you fucking bastards go on, oink oink fucking oink. I haven't done anything wrong and you know that. Its just another pay check fucking me over isn't it? I fucking knew it. A man you cannot easily fuck over. I haven't done anything and you know that. But im just an easy target for you to get paid aren't I?

Yea I know you are all pigs so whatever.

Since im probably going to be insanely drunk later I'll say it now.

Happy New Year you bunch of maverick renegades!! Hope you have a good one!

Okay I apologise if my new track is shit I am drunk and dont really care at this moment in time so i'm apologising in advance for tomorrow. If that makes any sense at all.

Thinking of leaving coz of these zero bombing wankstains

Cake is good. Those that agree say nothing and munch.

I feel so weird like I'm myself but I'm not
Like there's nothing left inside except rotting grot
Like the last few years have all melted away
I wonder if existence will let me stay
The world seems too be a large mental slur
Something is making my spine start to burn
Like a darkness full of red, a heart full of right
A head slowly losing the sanity fight

I can't explain what is happening
It feels like this has happened before
I'm scared that one day it won't anymore
Coz something is happening to me
Something deep inside
And with this case of fear
My soul cannot hide

The rage burns strong as my mind tries too resist
As if hatred itself had come along and kissed
My heart and blessed it with anxiety
My soul and blessed it with shame
My charisma and blessed it with longing
My body and left it without a name
Now all I seem too do is want too gaze up too the sky
So try understanding yourself, one day you'll understand why

I think I know what is happening
It feels like I'm starting too change
All of my objectives seem to be re-arranged
Coz something is happening to me
Something deep inside
And with this case of self redemption
My soul cannot hide

The day starts too get easier like the sun eases the rain
All the strange feelings I have seem too be the same
The voice inside is telling me to man up and live
And reap the rewards and benefits that life gives
As I listen too the voice it all starts too make sense
"Your meaning is too help others" it says to clear the suspense
So if you felt like me, a zombie feeling lost
Look down inside yourself, you'll gain more than it will cost

Now I know what is happening
I have now started too change
All of my objectives have been arranged
Coz something has happened to me
Something deep inside
And with this case of relief
My soul won't need to hide

Stand there at the side of the world
Wondering if this is where you want to grow old
Stare out into the darkness, tall and bold
Build up your strength to jump into the fold
Discussing your dark heart inside your head
Till everything inside you feels warn out and dead
Till your blood flows out with the hungry and unfed
And your feelings are destroyed like torn bread

What is the point, pass me the joint
I don't give a fuck
What is the point, give me a beer
I still give a fuck

All these images haunt your fucked up brain
Although the dark slides seem too stain
Memories of a time when you were sane
Wanting too hold a woman so beautiful and unashamed
Yet you snap back to reality and hear a crack
Of the gunshot in life's repeating track
Hold your breath you are in the plastic sack
Crave the light before your blood runs black

What is the point, pass me the joint
I don't give a fuck
What is the point, give me a beer
I still give a fuck

What is the point..

Finally up in the air so high
Anxiety packed away coz I can fly
Soar through the air with a cry
The eagles are here with I
I'm packing it all away
A place I can't stay
My words do say
While my memories die away
Tripping all life away
So pack your bags
Smoke your last fags
Rip all the fads
You won't need me here

I'll be dreaming with the Eagles

The light was purity as it rushed too my side
I was way too stoned too hide
Remembering the good times forgetting the bad
Knowing the good friends I always had
So I throw down my spliff and head up the stairs
Too the place where time never wears
Time too get rid of this body
It's getting rather shoddy
Time too get into the ground
Never too be found

Coz I'll be dreaming with the Eagles

I know I said that last song was my last but I got bored and made another one.